Mine Matters

some say its mind over matter,
i used to think that mine didn't matter,
now i question what was the matter with my mind,
patience i couldn't find
and with so many matters on my mind,
ppl asked what was the matter all the time.
my mind got consumed
by insecurities and the sickness of self depreciation to which i thought i was immune
and my body got worried bout fate
the fact he it didn't know where it was headin kinda kept it awake
meantime the soul is getting frantic
disliked my wavering faith and had enough of the self hate antics